Friday

My DOLLY LOOK!:)





Hi Guys!:)




I want to share w/ you my BOREDOM:P




I was inspired w/ the color of my jacket here..


and I think this look is more in dolly/girly look..




Here is the look:)




I use my 120 palette in this look..;)
If you want the tutorial of this look
just tell me:)
and any request are really welcome!:)
KEEPSAFE ALWAYS GUYS!
Have Wonderful Day!:)
GoodLuck~

2009 Favorite Make Up Prudocts=)

HELLO EVERYONE!!:)

First of All,,
I apologize that I dont do any updates, blog and all that..
I was busy last year, I stayed w/ my bf's house
and went to parties, shopping and all that stuff..


So! anyways HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!
its 2010!! wooohhh!!

Well.. this some of my favorite make ups products last year~


So, lets start w/ Maybelline New York:)
i LOVEEE there Pure Mineral Line;)




















































There Gel Liner;)

















And this 2 Lipstick:)


















Next is my Japanese Drugstore favorite Lipstick

Chifure
this is the most cheapest and nice lipstick ever!

















this is my favorite color and i use alot!

















then my favorite Lip Concealer which is so nice
and can use to nude all the color of any lipstick
I much LOVE this!

Heavy Rotation Lip Concealer






































Next is my favorite mascara

Integrate






































Last but not the least!!:D
Is My BF advance Christmas gift to me..:)

My 120 Eyeshadow Palette and 13psc Brush Set
from Beauties Factory =)























































Yeap! thats all:)


I hope you like it guys..
And for the video update?! uhmm...
Ill be joining some of contest in YT.
Stay TUNE for that~ wiih~!

Feel Free to Request and Mail me:)

Hope All of You Have a Pleasant and Healthful Year:)

Sunday

not yet sleepy..

uhmm..
want to share w/ you my week:)
its all the same guys.. HOME, WORK, EAT, SLEEP..
thats my life now.. haha! than before:|
HOME, EAT, SLEEP..
thats really sick.. but now,, kinda sick but im loving it:)
and uhmm... i honestly want to say i dont enjoy work..
yeah my work.. :( i dont know why.. but the people
at my work are fine and good and cool..
and my work is not that hard but there is no easy and
not tiring work..
ohhh.. but i feel this is not the life i want for myself..
but you know its better to have a work than doing nothing..
earning nothing too.. and experience nothing! right?

by the way..
every week end i'm w/ my boyfriend.. i sleep over in there house:)
yeah.. weelll same routine.. haha we just go drift every friday&saturday
night.. nothings new.. well my life too.. haha nothings new:P

ok.. i feel sleepy now..:D
ill go to sleep and wish that ill have a wonderful day tomorrow:)

GoodNight WORLD!!
SweetDreams Guys:)

Hey BLLLOOOOGGGGERRRS!

its been forever since i last enter my blog..
i miss blogging!!

anyways im here to share some of happenings of my life..
oohh, ive been tru lots of down this past few months..
and yeah its been really tough one, painful and really unhappy
memories/happenings of my life..
but i didnt regret anything.. im just sad of what happened and
i feel so sick of it.. but its my choice and i must get over it..
thou i know its not easy specially its not that really normal and yea easy!...

uhmmm,, yeah lets go to my plans and things-to-do
since its near 2010 and yea 0_0 its soo wwoooh!! FAST!
i feel and thinking to do my diet again!!:D and make sure
to succeed it this time.. i gain a lot! really LOT! so before
2010 i want to celebrate it w/ more healthy body:D slim one:P
and this week or next week im thinking of getting a parttime job
yes! i think its good since im not so busy and my full time is not
that tiring.. i think its good to try another one after all...
i think im getting more better now.. after the things happened..

for my Youtube.. ill try to do my fall/winter look;)
but im shy.. haha i miss doing videos and blogging and
being active ONLINE!

now i dont have any worries and everything i think its time
to do my things now.. and do what i really want..

till here..
and blog/talk to you soon:)
miss u all:)

Wednesday

Make-Up AGAIN;)

yeah,,! i join a contest in youtube again!:)

here's the video tutorial i made=)
its kinda burled and messy:D
anyways im lookin forward to do videos again
but i dont know what to do..
soo please suggest anything you like to know..
i more gonna love if its Japanese cosmetics and products..

anyways here the video:


hope you like it guys:)

xx26xx

our 1st Anniversary:)
this comin' 26th of the month:D
i'm thinkin of what gift should i give him..
should i give effort for this?:\ haha
i'm so lazy=)) hahaha


uhmm.. sooo ill share and confess something:D
ok.. here it goes:P ...
hmmm.. ok soo uhmm.. ill share 1st how we
met and why?:)) ok,, so we met coz of our
fave~ and he is so nice to ask me out and
hang-out w/ me.. ok ok,, to be honest:))
i really dont know him...? uhmm.. like a blind date=))
bad girl:P i dont know him but i go out w/ him not knowin
if what he is?:D:| and really i didnt thought it will last
long like this.. ok,, i go out w/ him coz i felt
secure about going w/ him coz u know the feelin
that he isnt a real stranger.. and yea he's nice..
then yea.. haha i hear his voice(phone)
--just short the story--
i thought he was a japanese that really want someone just
to hang-out w/ and doesnt really know his a
half filipino.. and luckily he was!:) the 1st on my
mind.. "its ok,, just tonight.. im just bored and if
he's a bad guy=)) he'll see what he want:))"
then there u go.. we met in a convience store named
circle K:)) he pick me up here in our city..
the 1st expresion he gets was "is he a japanese?"
2nd "well he's hot~" hahaha then 3rd "love his smell":))
he' s a stranger but then i feel comfortable w/ him
he's not bastos and he doesnt even look at my boobs
while we're talkin=)) so i thought he's different;) and
i like it=)) and we went to street drift;) i LOVE it!
then after that he make hatid hatid of me whaha=))
**sorry qng ndi nio maintindihan english qh~**
[[just correct if im wrong w/ my grammar and spellin:D]]
un na.. its goodbye time.. 1st meet and 1st goodbye:))
i was like "goodbye.." and he was "how about tomorrow? are u free?"
i was "HUH? yeah.. i think~" then "ill call u, see u" HAHAHA!
kagulat~ as in wow! that mukhang choosy na guy nagsbi ng
"see you" haha he's look like a playboy wearin a red polo=))
so hot;) then the next day we met again and just like
the 1st day we dont talk.. he's really a quite one... and
i notice about him.. when we talk about school..
he was like sayin "why you stop? you should still go to school"
i was like "HUH?" again and hahaha "yea i'm thinkin bout that"
hahaha liar=)) he's educated one and really have plans for
his life~ and me a lucky-go-happy girl na laging bukang
bibig ee "bahala na si BATMAN" haha
we talk about our personal life.. like love and shit=))
then uhmmm.. i think he's a good liar=)) though i still dont
know the truth but it doesnt matter coz i dont care about
the past;) and after that 1week later we met again and hang-outs..

a month i let him meet my mom=))
i really dont know what im thinkin about that time HAHA!
i was like "mom this is J uhmm he's my friend/slash/manliligaw?"
--i call him J coz he said i can call him J but i really didnt hear
his real name=))-- haha kahit HINDI! hahaha just to let him in
in our house=)) he's nice=)) he's inside of my room doesnt even
touch me=)) as in HINDI tlga=)) prang anong 3p nitoh=))
he's just like someone to hang-out w/ him so thats really cool=))
prang gsto qng my mangyari nuh? haha joke:P then un..
tuloy tuloy na un.. hangang naging kmi.. un na~
but confess qh=)) i really dont want to be w/ him like this long=))
coz tae nuh!? hello~ i'm not for serious one.. wala sa itsura qh un:))
but he's different and really different=)) aun..
half a year i met his father~ and ate~:) hahaha 1st he dont like:))
coz PANGET[[search the meaning:'( haha!:P]] daw aq! honest
maganda na mga ex nia~ haha PLASTIC:)) kiddin:P then met
his mom and lil bro:) kakahiya~ hihihi.. then after that.. ups and
downs and downs and ups and downs downs ups ups ups~ haha!
and until now.. for better and worst.. i know him now..
and i know him more,, head to toes;) grabe~ kaloka mga pinag
daanan namen~ we broke up once=)) but he wants me back~ wee?:))

for 1year we spend our 1st christmas, new year, our birthdays and
some other holidays.. 1year of tears, smile, laugh and all those wonderful
memories~ haiii parang kelan ln.. hahaha i miss him tuloy=)) ambilis
haha!! la pang 12hours na mgkahiwalay kmi.. aun~

uhmm..any suggestion and nice idea and gift for 1st anniversary..?

Thursday

my diet..:(

hello~ everyone!:)
uhmm.. its been awhile again:D
i just want to update about my diet:|
before i create this blog i was on a diet..
and its workin well.. but now i failed again
for how many tries i had:(

the reason:
STRESS & DEPRESSION
--i'm bein' stress of something i want that i can't have:(
--sadness that makes me want to eat alot:(( i hate it!:'(

yes!:( i get stress & depress and my solution is:((
EAT! EAT & EAT!!!:(( and i'm weak and losin my
confidence to go on again.. but i really want to loss weight=\

and here the saddest part:( i feel i'm scared to loss weight:(
for one thing the pain i feel might felt more painful if i lose weight=((
it so sad to think that everyone i know and i will meet is all the same..
they all hurt me and gonna hurt me.. not just my feelings but also
me.. my body:(( i'm scared that i will felt more pain if i lose weight..
coz now the pain they causing me is so much that i can't stand anymore..
i'm scared to meet new people because of them..:( yes! not just one but
almost all of them..:( i thought i was strong enough=(
i really thought of that:'(

i guess i'm gonna go to PLAN B for my diet:D
but before that i'll think and reminisce all the mistake i've done on
PLAN A/first try:D maybe PLAN B will work this time..

my PLAN A/my first to try weight loss:
--was i just eat less
--for dinner just fresh tofu and some meat or salad
--NO EXERCISE:( *boo boo!*
-- and shits~:|

PLAN A was NO NO!
so imma think now and update my diet:D

anyways for those who don't know...
i'm 60kg i think its 132 in pounds
and my weight goal:
-- 1st: 55kg /121lbs
--2nd: 50kg/110lbs
--last: 45kg /99lbs
and maintain it:D*cross finger:D*

Saturday

tellin what i feel..:(

suupppeerrr! grr! you know i cant stand this anymore:((
im so stress here alone at home[house ni bf]
feelin' qh sasabog na utak ko kakaisip ng kung ano-ano:|
i cant wait to have a stable job, my own house and car..

anyways,, you know the feelin of being a prison by your
own self? you know how to escape but you dont want too..
cause your worried of shitss! what im scared about??
i'm losing myself.. i'm really pretendin to be someone else..
just for someone to be fuckin happy.. wait! how about my
happiness? how about me? myself? i lose everything
i want everything i love just for someone..
and now i'm tryin to get it all back.. for somereason i cant..
nasan na ako? nasan na yung dating ako? i thought i was
strong enough to face the world, to face every challenges
in life.. cause madami na akong napagdaanan na pagsubog
and nakaya ko.. but now i just cant.. i'm losing my confidence
and myself.. and i want it, i want myself back..
i know you guys dont know what i'm talkin about cause
i keep it private i just told it to my close friends what it is..
i just dont feel tellin it to the world.. it unhappy things..
kakaiyak na promise.. feelin ko di ko na kaya ituloy toh...:(


sana nakinig ako.=( sana hindi ko nalang pinaglaban.=(
but i'm happy even it hurts more than pain:((

Wednesday

Long Time.....

yeah.. its long time no entry!:|
i really dont know what to write or what to do..
uhmmm,, whatever..

so yeah it soo tagal since i update again.. hahaha
even i'm always sa bahay lagee..
anyways.. i join a makeup contest in Youtube
and yeah! i made a video.. weell its a slideshow type..
coz my memory stick can only record 5mins
and i cant do my makeup for 5mins specially
if their such a "inspired look"..

here is the vid..:D


thats my vid..
i join the contest coz of the prices and really
i want the 1st place but i dont know..
hope to win that contest.. coz i really dont
know how i can get those set of brushes..
i want those badly..:(

because of havin my desire and lots..
i lookin forward to go some agency here..
so maybe they can help me to find a job..

Tuesday

Hey Everyone!

Hi to all..
I decided to create a new blog here in blogspot coz my other blog
medyo messy and hindi ko naalagaan.. kaya ito i made new one..

una sa lahat..
ako si khristine may pero you can call me khristine, may, tine or
my nickname and my blogname "anakie"=) i'm 100% filipina[halata naman ee]
but livin' in japan and speak japanese[of course, i'm livin here:))]
i'm 17. i'm in a relationship w/ my sweet/bitter boyfriend=))
this blog is about [of course] my everyday life,, my interest and
what i think about something or anything..
i'll maybe gonna use 3 language[tagalog, english&&japanese].
and maybe i may have mistake in grammar, spelling and sentence--:))


here i'll share about some fact about me and my life..
hmm., i came from a simple and well incomplete but perfect family.
studied in a good school and grow and learn in philippine..
when i'm 12 i went here in japan and study and my life
started to change here in japan.. it felt depressin' livin in other country
that you can't understand the language but then i learn to adjust
and have fun.. but it's still different for me to live here thou
it's fine now and i have my boyfriend and some friends w/ me..

when i graduated jr. highschool i decided to get a job..
my first and last job wasn't work well and now i'm searchin'
for a new one again and it's so hard to find a job here in japan now..
specially i'm 17 and my japanese skill is basic and it's really frustrating=(
but i'm still givin' my best shot to have again.. [goin' back to school?]
i'm still thinkin of that.. but i can't decide where to go and what to take..

anyways,, about my lovelife~ me and my boyfriend Reiji met tru our
common friend.. we started dating and our first date was in Nabeta
drifting place here in japan.. as in i love drift! thats why we met too..
after a couple or 3 months we decided to be together.. Reiji is nice
and sometimes he's bitter and bully:)) he's not a type of guy that
tells you i love you everyday but he's more in action and showing
than telling and saying iloveyou.. that's why i like him=)
we have been together for 9months ,, 9months was full of ups&&downs..
and still goin' strong everyday..;)


i guess till here nalang..[haha]
ubos na english ko=))